Year 2012 is a good start i guess. Lost weight, looked better, felt better. Never felt so healthy before. But of course with a price to pay. Discipline and freedom . I have seen changes in myself, changing from the sloppy and ill-disciplined to a more effective and efficient mindset, improvising stuff from time to time.

Also in the midst of NS, meeting and living with new people is inevitable. The wide array of different personalities awe me I would say. Probably I was always hanging out with the same few bunch of people . I'm glad that I am still coping with the training and doing well with the mental stress. Honestly, the stress level is quite low compared to the internship days in Motorola. Perhaps outfield will change my thinking, we shall see to it .

Felt some distancing from friends due to time constrains that leaves me only to be free on the weekends . Missing those quality times. All that can be said is that I have really tried my best to cater time for everyone but it seems like it is not working that well. As for some that know what is happening, I hope that you guys can understand. I portrayed as though you guys read this but the thing is that you guys do not read my blog because of the late post of half a year each time.

Last but not least, I am trying my best for you but it seems like things is not going too well . Sadly the case is that I do not know whats the issues that causing this. I am serving my NS and of course i would not say that I have done a lot for you from your perspective. Just hoping that you will understand that the minimal that you see was the maximum that I could have given. And probably you like the rest of my guys will never read the post due to its existence. Perhaps I am selfish, wanting you to spend some time with me over the weekend while you have plans. All I can say is sorry, I really miss the quality times with you and I really want them to live again on the weekends .

Signing off . Time to do some stuff .Take care my loved ones.